Heh heh.

Vida. The ups and downs that make life what it is. I almost ran the complete gamut yesterday.
Heart dropping from seeing one friend back with his ex, to averting the eyes when another came out from the shower without realizing I was nearby. <---Ooh, his wife got a kick outta that.

It's gonna take a little time before I stop blushing about it. Him too.

The first one bites because there's either something about the ex that I don't like, or there's a jealousy that I don't want to admit. I just want to see him with another woman to figure that one out. He does like us-- voluptuous -- types. *sigh* There's so few in the world that voice the fact that they like curvy ( very curvy in my case) women. then again, maybe there's more that just don't care. The last three guys that I dated were not skinny or well built in any way, the skinny one in my group was an asshole, and the "built" ones wouldn't give us the time of day anyway. But I would like one that... I dunno. I'd just like one at this point.