Monday, May 30, 2005

Y'know

I've said this a few times this weekend, but I can't see losing the library job as a bad thing. God's been cranking out the blessings for me these past couple of months, and all I can think about is what He's got in store for me.

It's wierd. It's PMS time and I'm not freaked-out, insecure, neurotic or emotional. Now I can do the other things I was needing to do. And it helped that not a few of my coffeeshop regulars told me they appreciated the way I am today, especially since that was one of the problems I was having at the library.

I "was too friendly" with the patrons. WTF? I never brought any of them home for the evening. They meant that I couldn't just shut up and do my job. Granted. Only one other girl knows how to fix some of the computer problems, and I was always out on the floor...who do you think people would ask?

I just don't want to have the coffeeshop be my only income. They are great people, but they play little games thatI either don't have the interest or the energy to play.

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